Eddie My man! 🙏🙏 It’s been a wild ride so far this year. Didn’t even start playing again until April (an 8 month injury downtime 🤦♂️). So I gotta take what the course gives me right now.
About the weight, I almost weighed 400lbs at one point, I was 385 back in 2013. When I moved to Los Angeles, everybody was fit and good looking (Derek Zoolander voice). It motivated me to drop 100lbs from February-July 2014. I felt great, it was incredible. I’ve more/less maintained my weight since then at 280. I need to kick my own ass again and get down. I want 250, a dream would be 230. I just have to go and get it.
About the nicotine...I used to dip Copenhagen, usually a can a day last October. I couldn’t do it anymore. Closest thing I got now is these nicotine pouches, no tobacco. Who knows if they’re better. It’s still a struggle to kick it. I stopped smoking when I was 385 lbs and couldn’t breathe one night 😬. I said fuck that, I’m too young to die by this shit. Little dramatic but, I did stop. Only thing, I picked back up dipping after that 🤦♂️.